Holding Pattern

Right now I am sitting at the shop watching "Dan in real life" and thinking about how i wish I was doing something else. I feel stagnant! Like a river that hasn't felt it's flow down stream in a long time. But how does one start flowing again after such a long time of being stagnant? Don't get me wrong I do like where I work and sometimes I even like the people that come here. But this is not my passion. There are days that I sit here and stare out the window and wish that I was out taking pictures and it makes me restless that I'm not! This feeling is killing my passion and pulling me into a black hole! I need to find the way to jump start my life and what I want to do with my life!

And we're off!!

Well haven't been on in a couple of months because my pc was down. Ya got to love burning up a power supply editing photos. But that is in the past and I am back! So i figured i would post a photo I took while my pc was down! Enjoy!

It almost like he is looking at you and at any time might jump out of the screen at you!

The Future

So I have been thinking a lot about my future lately. I have wanted to be a photographer for a few years now but have lacked a lot of the confidence in my work to really consider it to much. But since I have taken some classes and really let myself get into shooting I have been thinking more and more about trying my hand at it professionally. I know that if I set my mind to it I could be successful and do well, But there is still that fear deep down inside that tells me I'm crazy! I am hoping that the shoot I have coming up for the golf tournament will give me an idea of if I need to pursue this or not. We shall see!